okay, i think it has been long enough le. so let's just get straight to the pt.

1. I really thank and appreciate whatever u've done for me, not only the editting of i&r but other stuff as well. i rmb i do say thank you at least, and though i may not sound OR look grateful, i am actually if u realise / know me well enough. i'm very sry if u felt otherwise

2. oh yar, on top of thanking the 5 ppl for buying me the bdae gift, i forgot to also thank 3 of them who took time off their free day to go catch a movie with me one day after my bdae *random* though i may not looked as if i enjoyed it, i still really appreciate the effort that u guys (it's guys leh) even bothered to make yar. srys also if u guys felt unappreciated and irritating. so now on to clarifications.

3. i must say i def enjoyed "Stardust", though there were like annoying and weird rg girls totally screaming at the wrong moments, intentionally. however, after that, it was another matter altogether. first, i wanted to play pool, but i had to keep in mind that there was one of them in sch u, so yar out. then was mahjong. though i din mention then, i was contemplating whether to go someone's hse play mahjong cos i know i have some forum stuff ltr on at 7. but i really din mind not going for it, if the mahjong session could last long enough. but somehow it was not the case la. then i thot okay la, then just do as one of them suggested, sit down and talk loh, and somehow fate did make it turn out to be the case. pls understand, i would try to save money as far as possible cos i know i NEED to. unless it's like pool, dont pay cannot play, then tt's a diff story. however, if it's like buying food to eat ah, sry hor no. not even if it's like some mcs or lousy kopitiam or sth. if i was given the chance, i will try to avoid as MUCH as possible to buy food. it's just me la, for those who really know me well enough, which i reckon it's not a lot, or mayb even none. nvm. move on, next.

4. like mentioned early, i had half the mind not to go for the forum thingy cos i had a feeling that it'll b quite sian one, which did indeed turn out to be true. but then again part of me says that it is part of my obligation to go cos this's like the first "event" to put it that i have under my post in tpccyec. so yar loh, but then so let fate decide loh, in the MOST unconventional way. that is, if somehow the outing lasts beyond 6+ 7, then obviously not go la, but then if otherwise, i shall go then. okay la, i dont know, mayb it's my looks + my tone and the way i put it across + wtv happened b4hand, ppl kinda mistook my meaning as "i'm like sick of ur company and i'm like ditching u now" kinda thing when i said that i have some forum thingy ltr on at 7pm when the outing was gonna end at arnd 5+pm. but tt really wasnt what i meant la. if anyone of u feel it that way, i will take this opportunity to say a deep sorry cos i really din meant it that way, and if it has caused ath negative, i sincerely apologise as well.

yar, so hope that kinda helps a bit, esp to clarify and clear up some stuff, if someone actually bothers to read this. there's more to today la, but nvm... sighs. bye ppl, off to work again, which wont last too long le...

p.s. might wanna ignore the previous post