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mister miss nobody

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 13:13:08 GMT

mhmmm i dno why, but i just miss u, and quite badly i guess. was looking through the convos we had. u were the one who ever got the closest to me, but yet now u'r nowhere within my reach. i just wish we cld be the close friends that we used to be, though i know that's almost impossible. circumstances have changed, i've changed, u've changed, and many other things have. maybe it's the post-a's time, when some have a bit more time to think through life and have the time to reflect more upon the past. from the archives, i saw that u were once like that, and guess it's my turn to go through it too. though (i think) u did not wait, and we're like strangers now (and we said we wanted to still be friends), but i still treasure that time and hold it close to my heart, for in retrospect, it is the most beautiful thing that had happened to me thus far, albeit it being the most painful one. now, i only wish u all the best for ur future, and if our lives ever cross again, i hope...

- summy (chick)

randomness again

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 15:44:15 GMT

hahaha lol i'm actually back, how rare. mhmmm anws so fast, this race is about to reach its end le, and soon a new one will begin (: hope for the best!

BYE BYE!

Tue, 27 May 2008 18:22:55 GMT

BYE BYE!

mhmm random.

Sat, 03 May 2008 17:28:55 GMT

mood: random

childhood. innocence. forgiving. understanding. prompt. psoriasis. stress. relationships. youth got heart. you can give. iu trip. handover. a's. adventist. yec. cycling. y-confidence. not regretting. disappointment. competition. complexity. sat. ns. tutorials. tests. jc. poly. ite. mentoring. open-minded. accepting. reflecting. learning. finished. bye.

hmmm... sighs

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:47:50 GMT

okay, i think it has been long enough le. so let's just get straight to the pt.

1. I really thank and appreciate whatever u've done for me, not only the editting of i&r but other stuff as well. i rmb i do say thank you at least, and though i may not sound OR look grateful, i am actually if u realise / know me well enough. i'm very sry if u felt otherwise

2. oh yar, on top of thanking the 5 ppl for buying me the bdae gift, i forgot to also thank 3 of them who took time off their free day to go catch a movie with me one day after my bdae *random* though i may not looked as if i enjoyed it, i still really appreciate the effort that u guys (it's guys leh) even bothered to make yar. srys also if u guys felt unappreciated and irritating. so now on to clarifications.

3. i must say i def enjoyed "Stardust", though there were like annoying and weird rg girls totally screaming at the wrong moments, intentionally. however, after that, it was another matter altogether. first, i wanted to play pool, but i had to keep in mind that there was one of them in sch u, so yar out. then was mahjong. though i din mention then, i was contemplating whether to go someone's hse play mahjong cos i know i have some forum stuff ltr on at 7. but i really din mind not going for it, if the mahjong session could last long enough. but somehow it was not the case la. then i thot okay la, then just do as one of them suggested, sit down and talk loh, and somehow fate did make it turn out to be the case. pls understand, i would try to save money as far as possible cos i know i NEED to. unless it's like pool, dont pay cannot play, then tt's a diff story. however, if it's like buying food to eat ah, sry hor no. not even if it's like some mcs or lousy kopitiam or sth. if i was given the chance, i will try to avoid as MUCH as possible to buy food. it's just me la, for those who really know me well enough, which i reckon it's not a lot, or mayb even none. nvm. move on, next.

4. like mentioned early, i had half the mind not to go for the forum thingy cos i had a feeling that it'll b quite sian one, which did indeed turn out to be true. but then again part of me says that it is part of my obligation to go cos this's like the first "event" to put it that i have under my post in tpccyec. so yar loh, but then so let fate decide loh, in the MOST unconventional way. that is, if somehow the outing lasts beyond 6+ 7, then obviously not go la, but then if otherwise, i shall go then. okay la, i dont know, mayb it's my looks + my tone and the way i put it across + wtv happened b4hand, ppl kinda mistook my meaning as "i'm like sick of ur company and i'm like ditching u now" kinda thing when i said that i have some forum thingy ltr on at 7pm when the outing was gonna end at arnd 5+pm. but tt really wasnt what i meant la. if anyone of u feel it that way, i will take this opportunity to say a deep sorry cos i really din meant it that way, and if it has caused ath negative, i sincerely apologise as well.

yar, so hope that kinda helps a bit, esp to clarify and clear up some stuff, if someone actually bothers to read this. there's more to today la, but nvm... sighs. bye ppl, off to work again, which wont last too long le...

p.s. might wanna ignore the previous post

forget it hopeless.

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 16:19:57 GMT

mood: pissed off and irritated

i think i just absolutely hate it when ppl just make assumptions? esp assumptions abt me which i think it's not right. like pls even bother clarifying first? pls, think, i'm not dumb or no feelings or wtv so. nvm. and not stepping out of his/her own pov and try to look at things at another pov, trapped in some pathetic and locked position. forget it. hopeless. bye.

sick and tired

Mon, 28 May 2007 14:33:28 GMT

mood: understandable

terms that are/were used ever so often in my first half a year in rj...
saigang
tua pai / big shot
competitive
recognition
fake
exclusive
... and many many more which i cannot think of now of cos ya.

some ppl r sad cos they hav a lot of stuff to do and to commit themselves to, while some ppl r sad and disappointed cos there's nth much for him to commit himself to. what holds in the future? i feel disillusioned. ��ˣ��ˡ�i need a break. bye.

p/s to who it may concern, i know what u mean for the day of adventist preparation, but nvm. after all all of us r different, and we all have different sides of ourselves that some may see, some may not. sighs. i'm not in an excellently good mood now anws, which i think it's obvious.

worrys too...

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 12:22:55 GMT

mood: kinda a bit moody too? hahah...

hi ppl! hahah anws not much interesting things last wk? ok 2 la, one: got stuck in the rj lift for like 55 mins? hahah! then missed pe, awww... that was thurs... oh yupps some photos in the lift hah! http://www.flickr.com/photos/7529711@N08 credit goes to ben oi =D AND two: managed to catch "Mr Bean's Holiday" with 3 other og mates, addy, james and guying! and took neos after that hahah! has been quite some time since i took neos hehs =/ oh ya, had moe pre-u scholarship interview b4 that too haha. oh wkend was like boring as usual? just trying to catch up with schwork, like AGAIN. yup right.

ok then this wk mon, today. wah first time go to sch so many things (posters whatnots) on the councillors' campaigning... like really "wow". great work and effort i must say these nominees have put in, and so here's wishing all the nominees good luck hah! had interact club interview then odac which turned out to be exco nomination. kinda share the same sentiments as yeow hua la... the worries and all... and plus sometimes i start to think if i should have gone and tried for the councillor's interview... like liu yi tiao hou lu for myself loh... just in case both odac and interact club happen to burst. yupps like u say yeow hua, we'r kinda in the same boat now la, so i can also understand how u feel... but dont worry. i think it'll b fine... and at most till thurs ba le... hahah u make me feel like i want to angst too la hehs. actually the qns that u ask, i've thought abt it myself also... how my jc life's gonna turn out to be... good or bad, fruitful or no results, just another guo cheng that i ve to go thru... guess xian zai zhi neng zou yi bu suan yi bu ba..., till ltr when things r more settled or so? but by then am i able to change or do ath abt the status then... sighs anws got homework and stuff and need to bathe hah (& chat)! so gtg.. byebye! =)...

wah long time no blog ><

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 13:40:35 GMT

mood: dunno...

HI ALL! hehs yesh i know i havent been blogging for so long la, and i dont really intend to blog EVERYTHING that happened from like 5 feb to today la, ll just die of typing hahs. so just briefly k (:

ya cny was okay la hahah, nth really special and in fact less angbaos this yr i think. but one new thing was that went to visit my table tennis coach's hse with the tt team la haha, even though i'm not really in tt anymore... sighs quite sad la. and sch hahah, quite interesting... the lectures, tutorials and tests. ah yikes the chem lecture test was SO SO SO much a wakeup call for me man, better wake up ah! the rest of the tests werent that bad la hahs...

then odac, hahah woops realised havent been writing to my angel and mortals! ahh!! ok need to do that soon. odac ah, also quite some stuff ah, like kayaking 1 star course, campout (supposed to b in ubin but due to rain so cannot hahah, in the end in sch, lol) and mac haha. fun la i must say, but a lot of interesting stuff from odac too. oh ya and it's def expensive hahah. mac was a very enriching experience (but shant elaborate on it haha) and yes got very good partner to chat with abt odac hahah and mayb another cca haha cos he and i wanna tryyyyy for another cca hehs (X lalala!

mhmmm nth really much i guess till the end of sch term... oh ya! one more... no 2 more things! lj and o2! my class' learning journey was on 6 march bah if i'm not wrong hahah! went to little india, was organised by ct reps, treasurer and ai wen hahah, not bad la! very good effort loh! and according to my ct they took lota initiative, so well done! :D enjoyed myself too la, the henna, ring and whatnots hehs. oh fyi did i say i got into isle? yar anws i did! happys hahs =DD oh ya then o2... hahah fun also, got to go out as more or less the whole og again. we din go our destinated area la >< but nonetheless took some funny picts, and had some ppl crashing our og hahh! yupps, my og mt03 l'ooney tunes ROCKS! (*byebye* hah for ppl who understand :P)

ok finally then the march hols! 9-11/3 friday to sunday was mac! odac went to mount ophir for march adventure camp! had lota fun and learnt lota stuff, and think everybody did too yea? took lota photos too hahah, camwhore! then monday odac storewash, then went to yeowhua's hse for fun haha, kinda. wanted to play mahjong la, but no one else can, so sad la hehs :( hahah then tues to wed class sleepover at dawn's hse! good class bonding but since not all turned up so not all bonded la hahah =x went late la, cos needed to solve sthh... then played mahjong and cards, drank a bit, ate a lot... anws nice cheesecake, emily & dawn...? oh ya then next day went serene centre to eat breakfast at macs, b4 going coro plaza to meet up with germs and print photos for odac scrapbook

hahah! oh well then wed to thurs og sleepover hahah! at zhiwen's hse [2 big hses le, so depressing mann... )=] watched the hist boys then ate and played pool daytona b4 going to zhiwen's hse finally like near 12am i think? watched like fa cup highlights (hehs?), stoned for some time, then played asshole daidi...? oh ya in between we gossiped of cos and camwhored hehs =D then finally slpt at arnd 4:40 am hahah, but thot sleepover is like "sleep is over"? hahah nvm, for ppl who understand again :D my blog IS very contextual-based, need ck de hah. i woke up like 7+ la, and james was awake too. half consciously saw zhiwen's dad and mum haha. 7+ to 10 like that i was just playing james' psp i think while the others continued slping hah. when everyone woke up we played a bit (mahjong cos weizhong bought ahhh, dont waste his effort for bringing, and a very funny card game hahah) b4 leaving for lunch at tampines hahah. oh ya, addy, elaine, jac, guying, james, weizhong, zhiwen and i was there for sleepover haha, and mel, eekuan at dinner, and jerlyn at movie haha. she's one of the crashers la, but very nice person hahah =D someone said she felt extra to join our slpover or sth is it, but yar it's alright! mt3 welcome more ppl hahah! =DD lunch was at century square and we crapped for soooooo long even aft eating lah hahh! ya the list will b out soon k! give me some time! (for ppl who understand again haha) picts too haha! oh ya then i did a bit of shopping, some hav to go le, then in the end was shopping with guying haha! guying bought a bag at the converse atrium sales at tampines mall, and i also bought a bag and a pair of shoes haha >< borrowed money from her lolh >.< but anws like the bag and shoes man ahaha =DD completed another "upgrade"? hahah nvm randoms hehs!

okok, then thurs nth much la, just go home slp eat slp? then today! finally! yay! today also like slp slp slp la hahah, and tmr need to go bermurd's BIG hse (AGAIN -.-") to do like odac scrapbook! and collect some photos from germs, 2 can put in wallet hahah yayy! anws this hols felt as if it passed sooooooo fast cannnn! like today fri le! so need to start doing work? ahhhhh okok i havent even started on ath dies dies dies! so yeaaa gtg and cyas peeps! till the next time we meet heh! XDD

yawns

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 14:17:10 GMT

hey hihi ppl, quite some time no blog le. quite lazy to la, and also quite busy... but also + sprained wrist la. anws...

26/1 went ice-skating with my og hahah and din go for my senior class activity hehs woops >< went to cool bear workshop with 4 3g ppl to buy the bdae prez for our bdae girls! ahhah they v evil la, fake us and dao us! hmpff!!! anws ya ice skating! quite fun la but... woops! i fell and injured my wrist the first time (landed on bum and hand so not THAT bad) but then i decided to go some rounds, and in the end kena crashed into by someone which led to me landing more or less solely on my hanndd... so my wrist like kena sprained now la... so cannot type a lot ahh, cos recovering now... hehs X) always still quite fun la, outings with og... hahah when's it like not fun =D i love my og mt3! <3 hehs but the tui na for the sprained wrist wasnt exactly fun la... hehhhhs

2/2 odac night hike! ok la, nth much to describe... but fun! on the wholeee... anws like walked some 20+ 30 km la... din slpp... first from rj to macritchie, (heck dunno how to spell hahah ><) to lower pierce, then to lower seletar, to yio chu kang lrt, then to jap ceremeny (somewhere in yio chu kang too i think), and then finally back to sch la. but then at the last chkpt, we had to take bus back to rj la cos if we walked wld hav been late by more than 1hr =x night hike ended at 8+, went back home, and was supposed to help out with hwa's sports day lohhh... but in the end din go! aarggghhh, sryys addy!!! :(

okok, anws i shld rest my dddeeeaarrr wrist, and need to rest / do hmwk soon! see ya pplll!!! *yawns* hahs